Day Six

Cobie slept ALL NIGHT. So my anxiety was at a peak when at 7 she was still not making a peep. But eventually, she was up and at em.. and feeling so much better. Nothing like an entire week of toddler illness to show you life is not your own when you are a parent. We were planning a spring break trip but I kept waffling about what to do and where to go.. then Cobie got sick and I never finalized anything so today, thats my plan. I want to make sure I get some time with just Ana and some time with both the girls this week. We are planning an overnight with my old pal Brooke and her kids to Scene 75 and an airbnb with a hot tub.. and on Friday we are going to help her bring home baby goats to their farm.. I AM SO EXCITED to laugh hysterically at goats in a van for two hours. That sounds like top tier therapy.

Brooke and I have been friends since we were just kids. Our moms were friends. She is one of the only people in my life that knew my family, so that bond is just there, regardless that life and kids have taken over and we have not really been close since high school. When I said we should do something for spring break, she was all about it. Refreshing for someone to actually make plans and be like “lets plan this so I don’t flake out!” Hopefully the kids have a blast and we get to catch up.

So yes, today was

I made up appointments tonight that had to be rescheduled and immediately felt like the “sky is falling” feeling I get when I have to cancel things is over.. but man, I know it will happen again. I am not very good at consistency on my own, throw in a sick kid (who seems sick a lot!) and I feel like quitting a lot. I know I need to just tread water until I get more free time… it just gets hard. I know the other moms running a business feel me.